Tuesday, August 12, 2008

45 for a gathering

Some days before the webinar I asked what do I need to know about it. The answer was 45.2.6 to 6
Hex 45 (gathering) for a gathering. How fitting ! But 6 was not a pleasant hex to see in my reading. Curious of what was about .
6 turned to be my inner conflict , to participate or not. Feeling really exhausted(47) and a terrible headache make the things worst. Decided to rest for a while early in the noon and set my alarm to weak up before the meeting. Then I turn it off and then on again. I wanted to participate but due to my illness I couldn’t to it in the way I was wishing.
But then line 45.2 came in my mind , and what I have read at wikiwing “an offering from limited resources, one where your true presence is more important than the scale of the offering”
Limited resources indeed, and my small offering was just to be present, listen, and vote when Hilary asked for our opinion.

So the part of the self turning of the clock alarm was drawn to the gathering after the other self, the one wanted to go, promised her not to ask much. I opened my computer but I couldn’t enter to the reading circle forum. Line 6 ?. I had saved the initial one but wasn’t sure if Hilary change it. I had read that if we were more that 12 then the address of the meeting room might change. I e-mailed Hilary and then I remembered the notification e-mails . (which btw are draw-mails aren’t they ?) and hooray !!! I got in the forum. Tried to go to the last page but the system didn’t let me. But as line 12.6 says “The standstill comes to an end.” And I entered to the room where I find other members too. . Lise , in line 45.6 says “If you want to accomplish something together, then ask, explain, suggest, inspire - anything which makes them know your intentions or needs. Come out with it!”
Hex 6 seemed to be my inner conflict but also the technical problems but expecting a 6 help me be more calm .

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

61 and a trip

There will be a trip in a few days. For some reasons I needed to ask, so I did.

Q : what I need to know about the trip
A : 61

My very first thought when the 61 was formed was “shut up and listen”
I have asked some question about that trip. To me it is not just a simple trip, it includes many “components “ and the questions where about those components.

“The wind blows over the lake and stirs the surface of the water. Thus visible effects of the invisible manifest themselves.”

There is a feeling of anxiety. . As a matter of fact, there are many feelings which can’t be determined because the “source” is not yet visible.

Trying to reach at an interpretation, but it seems like its not the most appropriate thing to do at this moment. I have to wait and see. So , I decided to follow my initial though.

“Shut up and listen !!!”

what if ? and 14

There is a kind of assignment I have for a writing class. In 15 days I’ll have to present the main character in a story, which will be evolved during a time-intensive seminar. At the moment, I’m not aware of how this would be done but the character’s CV is critical. Trying to clear the fog in my mind, I asked Yi “what wants to be written” and the hex I got was exactly about the story and the character I have in my mind.
Chuckled...

Without going into details, I asked “what if I write about that?” and got 14.1.3.4 to 4
Reading line 14.1 I felt that I should ask “where is the danger if I do write ?” and got 14.5 to 1


( .. to be continued with my comments)

Saturday, August 2, 2008

41.2

Perseverance furthers.
To undertake something brings misfortune.
Without decreasing oneself,
One is able to bring increase to others.


This line , as I understand it so far, seems to talks about keeping a balance between what you give to others and what you preserve for yourself. Not giving away things are essential for your survivor . Giving a lot more than one can handle , it make that individual weak (in a sense ) thus not a strong member of the whole. Both will lose something.

notebook

this is my notebook.