45 for a gathering

Some days before the webinar I asked what do I need to know about it. The answer was 45.2.6 to 6
Hex 45 (gathering) for a gathering. How fitting ! But 6 was not a pleasant hex to see in my reading. Curious of what was about .
6 turned to be my inner conflict , to participate or not. Feeling really exhausted(47) and a terrible headache make the things worst. Decided to rest for a while early in the noon and set my alarm to weak up before the meeting. Then I turn it off and then on again. I wanted to participate but due to my illness I couldn’t to it in the way I was wishing.
But then line 45.2 came in my mind , and what I have read at wikiwing “an offering from limited resources, one where your true presence is more important than the scale of the offering”
Limited resources indeed, and my small offering was just to be present, listen, and vote when Hilary asked for our opinion.

So the part of the self turning of the clock alarm was drawn to the gathering after the other self, the one wanted to go, promised her not to ask much. I opened my computer but I couldn’t enter to the reading circle forum. Line 6 ?. I had saved the initial one but wasn’t sure if Hilary change it. I had read that if we were more that 12 then the address of the meeting room might change. I e-mailed Hilary and then I remembered the notification e-mails . (which btw are draw-mails aren’t they ?) and hooray !!! I got in the forum. Tried to go to the last page but the system didn’t let me. But as line 12.6 says “The standstill comes to an end.” And I entered to the room where I find other members too. . Lise , in line 45.6 says “If you want to accomplish something together, then ask, explain, suggest, inspire - anything which makes them know your intentions or needs. Come out with it!”
Hex 6 seemed to be my inner conflict but also the technical problems but expecting a 6 help me be more calm .